Justice for Milena Page 20

Working in tandem, they got her stripped, and at the sight of her body beneath him, TJ couldn’t hold back any longer. He shoved his boxers down without bothering to take them all the way off and lined his cock up to her opening.

  Milena spread her legs, showing him everything, giving him all of her.

  He hadn’t ever seen anything more beautiful in his life. Her tits were fuller than they’d been three years ago. Her belly had a pooch that hadn’t been there before. He could see stretch marks on her body. Her thighs were soft and he could feel how smooth the skin was against his thighs as he crowded closer to her.

  Slowly, so he could memorize the moment, TJ pushed inside her body. He slid in easily, her excitement bathing his cock as he entered her.

  She winced, and he stopped when he was halfway inside. It physically hurt to stop, but there was no way he would do anything to cause her pain.

  “You all right?”

  “It’s been a while,” she whispered.

  “There’s no rush,” TJ told her, lying his ass off. He felt as if he was going to come any second. The memory of being inside her was nothing like the reality. He could feel her muscles flexing against him, trying to keep him out at the same time they were pulling at him to finish what he’d started.

  He reached between their bodies and gently stroked her clit as he stared down at the woman under him. She was familiar, yet not. TJ had thought her beautiful when they were together before, but she was even more so now. She’d carried his son in her body for almost nine months. She’d nursed him with her body. It was a miracle, and he felt unworthy simply being in her presence.

  What most women didn’t understand was that a man loved his woman’s body. Loved her tits, big or small. Loved her curves, loved her belly and thighs. Loved her ass and especially loved her pussy.

  And TJ was no exception.

  Milena moaned as his thumb stimulated her clit. He felt her inner muscles relax around him, and he took advantage, sliding farther inside her body. She immediately clenched down and he stopped.

  “You are so beautiful,” he told her. “Even more so than three years ago. I honestly didn’t think you’d forgive me, and wouldn’t have blamed you. But you giving me this means so much more as a result.” He pressed harder against her clit. “Let me in, Doc. All the way.”

  At his words, one of her hands came down to where they were joined, and he groaned as she found out for herself how much more of him she needed to take. She looked into his eyes. “Do it, TJ. Take me.”

  “I don’t want to hurt you,” he said between clenched teeth.

  Then she took matters into her own hands. She grabbed hold of his ass and pushed up against him as hard as she could.

  His cock slid deep inside with her actions, and they both moaned at the same time. TJ fell forward on his hands and held himself as still as possible. He could feel his heartbeat in his dick, and her warm, wet pussy felt a million times better than his hand ever could.

  “Move, TJ. Fuck me.”

  Her words were all he needed to hear. He pulled almost all the way out of her, then slammed back inside. Then he did it again, and again. He couldn’t stop if he had a gun to his head. He should be taking her softly and sweetly their first time, but he couldn’t. Milena’s moans and her fingernails in his ass urged him on. He felt like he was a virgin again. He had no control and knew he was seconds away from his orgasm.

  He tried to stop, to make sure she came before him, but he was too far gone and she felt way too good around him.

  “I’m close,” he told her. “Fuck, I know you haven’t come, but I can’t stop.”

  “Keep going,” she ordered. “Take me. Take what’s yours.”

  That was it. Her words hurdled him over the edge. TJ pounded into her twice more, then held himself as far inside her as he could get and came. His balls actually hurt as they drew up and released his come. He felt her squeezing him, milking every drop out of his cock. If possible, her tight channel got even hotter with their combined juices.

  His arms shaking, TJ closed his eyes and simply enjoyed the feeling of being inside Milena once more. When his dick twitched one last time, he sat back, pulling her ass over his bent knees and onto his lap.

  Her legs were spread so far apart, TJ knew it had to be uncomfortable for her, but she didn’t complain. She simply smiled up at him and brought her arms up to rest over her head, leaving herself open and vulnerable to whatever he wanted to do to her.

  And boy did he want to do lots of things to her. But first, she needed to come. He’d been selfish, which wasn’t like him. But typical of Milena, she didn’t complain, just gave him what he needed.

  Knowing he’d eventually slip out of her tight pussy, TJ shifted until he was as close to her as he could get. His cock was still lodged inside her body, but he could feel their combined fluids slowly dripping onto his boxers. He wished he’d taken the time to take them off, but it was too late. He wasn’t going to stop now.

  His hands went to her breasts and he palmed them, learning their new size and shape. He pinched both nipples and smiled when she jerked on his lap. But she didn’t move her arms or otherwise protest his touch.

  He played with her tits for a long moment, loving how her nipples peaked, how a pink flush moved up her neck and into her cheeks. She squirmed on his lap and he moved a hand to her belly, pressing down. “Stay still,” he ordered.

  “TJ, please.”

  “Please what?”

  “Make me come. I’m so horny.”

  Loving how open she was about her needs, TJ took pity on her. Lord knew he’d gone off like a rocket because he was so excited to be inside her again. If she was feeling half of what he was, she had to be desperate. Using one hand to continue to play with her nipples, he moved the other between her legs.

  Dipping his finger to where they were still joined, he scooped up some of his release and smeared it over her clit. He could just see the small nub peeking out from its protective hood. He caressed it with a light touch as he asked, “You want to come, Doc?”

  “Yes. Oh God, yes.”

  “Then that’s what you’ll do.” And with that, TJ stopped fucking around. Remembering how she needed a rough touch to climax, he used two fingers and a circular motion to stimulate her.

  Milena’s hips immediately bucked upward as far as they could in his tight hold, which wasn’t far, and he grinned. Using the hand that had been at her breasts to hold her down, TJ continued his direct assault on her clit. She writhed and squirmed in his grasp, but he didn’t relent.

  He could feel her inner muscles clenching his dick as she neared her climax. Amazingly, TJ felt himself growing hard again. He almost laughed at how easily she aroused him, but didn’t want her to take his laughter the wrong way. He pressed down harder and she exploded.

  She strained against him and every muscle below her waist tightened. Her thighs squeezed his hips and she shook as she came. It was absolutely beautiful, and a sight TJ hadn’t realized how much he’d missed.

  Instead of letting her come down from her orgasm, he paused for a couple of seconds, then pressed down on her clit, forcing her into another orgasm right on the heels of the first.

  “TJ!” she screeched as she came once more.

  Now fully hard again inside her, TJ grabbed her and rolled, making sure not to lose his connection with her. He held her above him and, as she looked down at him with half-closed eyes, he ordered, “Fuck me, Doc.”

  She obeyed without hesitation. Even though she was still orgasming, she ground herself down on him and moved her hips in circles. It wasn’t exactly what he meant, but he’d take it. Milena was too far wrapped up in her own pleasure to do more than writhe on his dick.

  Surprisingly, even without pumping in and out of her, TJ found himself on the edge of another climax. Seeing Milena’s pleasure, and feeling it around his cock, was enough.

  “I love you,” he ground out before letting another load of come loose deep inside her body. This orgasm was less
intense than the first, but no less satisfying. He’d regularly masturbated, but nothing felt as amazing as being inside his woman when she got off. Nothing.

  Suddenly, Milena fell boneless on top of him, and he didn’t hesitate to wrap his arms around her and hold her safe against his chest. They were both sweaty and the elastic band of his boxers was digging into him uncomfortably, but he couldn’t have moved if his life depended on it.

  How long they lay like that, he couldn’t have said, but eventually his softening cock slipped out of her warm body and he groaned.

  Milena giggled, and he felt the movement against his skin. She raised her head and looked down at him with a satisfied expression. “So, I guess my not beating around the bush worked, huh?”

  TJ ran a hand over her hair and nodded. “Oh yeah. And for the record, I highly approve.”

  She smiled, then sighed and snuggled back into him. “I love you.”

  He would never get tired of hearing those three words. Never. “I love you too, Doc. You have no idea how much.”

  “Oh, I think I do,” she said, and he could feel her smile against his neck.

  “No, you don’t. I was only half living the last three years. I’m good at what I do, and love being a highway patrol officer. I’ve got good friends and family who love me. But I had no idea what I was missing until you came back into my life. Everything seems brighter. Smells seem more powerful. And I’m finally happy again. You’ve done that. You and JT.”

  He felt a tear on his shoulder, but wasn’t alarmed. Especially not when she protested, “You can’t say those kinds of things to me, TJ.”

  “Why not?”

  “Because. I can’t handle them.”

  “Bullshit. You can handle anything. You’ve already proven it. You are one of the strongest women I’ve ever met, and that includes some of the women in the Army who kicked serious ass.”

  “Seriously, you need to stop.”

  TJ chuckled. “Okay, Doc.” He turned his head and kissed her forehead. They were silent for several minutes before he asked, “You need to clean up?”

  She mumbled something he didn’t hear.

  “What was that, Doc?”

  “If you move, I’ll have to kill you,” she repeated clearly this time.

  The smile on TJ’s face grew. His boxers were damp with the evidence of their lovemaking and her body weight was heavy on him, but he didn’t care. “Okay, sweetheart. Sleep.”

  “Is the alarm set?” she mumbled.

  “I’ll be up, no worries.”

  “’Kay,” she said and nuzzled closer.

  Everything about Milena was special to him. She trusted him to get up on time in the mornings. She trusted him with their son. She trusted him to keep her safe.

  As she fell asleep on top of him, TJ tightened his hold around her, hoping every night for the rest of their lives would end this exact way. With her lying dead to the world in his arms, trusting him to keep their family safe from whoever and whatever might want to do them harm.

  Chapter 17

  “I’m going to be hanging out with the guys tonight while you’re at the club,” TJ told Milena. “An agent who works with Cruz will be with you. Stay with the group. Don’t go anywhere by yourself, and don’t leave the club for any reason.”

  “I know,” Milena told TJ. He’d gone over everything with her three times now. She wasn’t about to be one of those “too stupid to live” chicks in the movies who had stalkers after them but still wandered off by themselves, or who didn’t think for one second they were being lured somewhere.

  “I just don’t want anything to happen to you,” he said, pulling her into him with a hand on the back of her neck. They’d just left JT at her parents’ house. They’d had dinner and JT had been sound asleep in his crib, her parents happy to look after their grandson for the night. Sadie was in the car waiting for them. They were standing between the front porch and his Mustang.

  “Nothing is going to happen. Hayden’s going to be with us. And that FBI guy as well,” she told TJ.

  She felt him sigh, his warm, minty breath wafting over her face like a caress before he stood up straight. He grabbed her hand and they walked to the car. He held her door as she got settled into the passenger seat, then walked around the car and climbed in on his side.

  As they drove downtown to Five, TJ asked, “Who all is going tonight?”

  “Mackenzie, Mickie, Hayden, Erin, Sophie, two of her friends, me, and Sadie.”

  “Sophie’s going?” TJ asked.

  “Yeah. Why? Is that bad?”

  “No, not at all,” TJ said.

  “From what I understand, she heard about the outing from Mackenzie and wanted to know if she could invite her friends from work.”

  “Hmmmm. I wonder if Chief will be there too.”

  “No!” Milena said. “No boys allowed!”

  TJ chuckled. “Okay, okay, I was just wondering. Corrie isn’t going?”

  “No. Corrie said that clubs weren’t her thing. I can’t blame her. I suspect her hearing is super sensitive since she’s blind. Who are you hanging out with?”

  “Dax, Cruz, Conor, and Quint. Squirrel was going to come too, but agreed to take a shift at the station for one of the others who had something come up.”

  “Squirrel?”

  “Yeah, he’s one of the firefighters we hang with sometimes.”

  “That’s a weird name,” Sadie piped up from the backseat.

  “No stranger than those my buddies had in the Army.”

  Milena was momentarily worried thinking about his lost teammates would send him into a funk, but he didn’t seem to react adversely. He truly was healing. She was glad. “Wait, what was your nickname?”

  “Rock.”

  “Really? That’s so…normal.”

  TJ looked over at Milena. “What were you expecting?”

  “I don’t know. The Terminator. Or something more badass.”

  He chuckled. “Sorry to disappoint you.”

  Milena hit him lightly in the shoulder. “Whatever.”

  The rest of the ride went by quickly, with conversation light and easy between the three occupants. TJ pulled up next to the curb and Milena took out her phone and texted Hayden. Within moments, she was standing next to the car, ready to escort Sadie and Milena inside.

  They climbed out of the car, and Sadie stood back a little ways as TJ said goodbye to Milena.

  “Call if you need me.”

  “It’s going to be fine.”

  “Don’t accept a drink that you don’t see the bartender make.”

  Milena rolled her eyes. “Now you’re being ridiculous. I wouldn’t do that anyway. We’re going to have some drinks, dance a bit, and enjoy hanging out with each other.”

  “I just worry,” TJ said softly.

  “I know. And believe me, it’s appreciated, but we’re going to be fine. I don’t know exactly what time we’ll be done, but I’ll call when we’re ready. I’m guessing around midnight, maybe? I’m not much of a night owl anymore. Besides…” She smiled at him and ran her fingers up the middle of his chest suggestively. “I’ve got plans with my boyfriend tonight.”

  “You do, huh?” he asked, clasping her fingers in one of his big hands.

  “Yup. You went down on me the other night, but wouldn’t let me return the favor.”

  TJ’s grip tightened for a split second before he relaxed his hold and leaned in, making sure his words were only for her. “You want to suck my cock, Doc?”

  Milena swallowed at his crude words. “Oh yeah. Then I want you to fuck me so hard I’ll feel you between my legs for the next few days.”

  He groaned. “Christ, you’re gonna be the death of me.”

  She grinned up at him and patted his cheek. “You love it.”

  “I do,” he said immediately. “And I love you.”

  “I love you too.”

  “Have fun and be safe,” he ordered.

  “I will. You too.”

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��Watch out for each other,” he told Hayden and Sadie, who were standing nearby with huge smiles on their faces.

  “We will,” they said in tandem.

  “Bye, TJ. Drive safe.” It was silly, but she almost hated to let him go. After all her talk about looking forward to girls’ night and how she would be perfectly fine without him for a few hours, she suddenly felt as if letting him drive off without her was the wrong thing to do.

  “I will. Talk to you later,” TJ said, and kissed her briefly on the lips before stepping away and walking around his Mustang to the driver’s side.

  Sadie hooked an arm around one of hers and Hayden did the same to the other.

  “Come on, girlfriend. It’s time to get our drink on,” Sadie said enthusiastically.

  Shaking off the weird feeling of doom, Milena forced a smile on her face and nodded. “Let’s go. I can’t wait to talk to the others and get to know them better.”

  “Oh, believe me, they want to know all about you too. They’ve been dying to meet you,” Hayden said as they all walked toward the entrance to the nightclub.

  * * *

  “…and then he said, ‘I’m sorry you had a bad day at work, and far be it from me to add to your craptastic day. I’m only going to give you a warning.’ I was so relieved, I think I thanked him a million times before he said he had to get going. Good Lord, there I was babbling on and on, and all he wanted to do was get rid of me so he and Daxton could go eat.”

  Milena smiled at Mackenzie. The woman was hilarious. Of course, letting her off with a warning was something TJ would do, especially since she hadn’t been going too much over the limit. And if she’d babbled at him, as she’d done through most of the night, it wasn’t surprising he’d let her go.

  Mickie wasn’t quite as outgoing as Mackenzie, but she was still super friendly, having no problem telling story after story about TJ. It was Hayden, however, who told the most interesting tale of the night. Apparently, TJ had been asked to go up to the Fort Hood area and help out with a “situation.” Hayden hadn’t come right out and said it, but she implied he’d used his skills as a sniper to help out a Delta Force team up there. One of their women had been kidnapped by a crazy former Army guy as some form of revenge. Hayden’s respect for TJ was easy to hear in her voice.